BLAH!!!!
thats all haha

I'm a real big fan of yours
But I'm quite the joke to you
But girl it wasn't a joke when you
Kissed me in your room and replied
"I love you too"

I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mistreatment
But see I'm workin it out
Workin it out you're so damn hard
When you're alone

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I got to the point where
All I wanted was for us to make up
But it's not that easy
Cause girl you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat

And I know everything you do
Is all about your perfect image
Well I hope this song
It helps your image

Sha da da da da da da da da da
Da da da
I'm so over you now

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

And I was one who thought I was strong
Well you proved me wrong
Now I'm singing along to every song
On the radio I don't wanna go
Come on baby tell me
Something I wanna know
And I don't wanna see what's on my mind
Because this lack of motivation is
Taking over my time and I'm sick of trying

All together now!

I am running out of words
To say to you, wondering why I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why
I'm such a fool for loving you

i heart my besties...and miss sky:[

mountain dew, brownies and pixy stixs...it be called oh baby!!! it taste like shit  crap though lol

so my life wouldn't be  bland...like being able to fly or teleport to anywhere(like to hang with sky):D

i mean everything is so boring!! i mean if god gave me the ability to fly i would change the world and try to help people
but i guess i should try to be infinite with what i got and never give up until I'm really happy..y'know?

so i been thinking alot about life and decide to figure out who I am
and have fun,before i can think about relationships even though i want one:]
im going to be the best i can be without changing my morals!
and if the world doesn't like it...FUCK IT! lol

here's my plan for this year:
get my license and then get a job
pass school with an c average
get a girlfriend:D
be happy and feel infinite
party it up with only alcohol! lol[no other drugs]
stop being so damn quiet and break out of my shell!XD

sky is like the coolest online bud ever!...i wish u lived near me so we could party!!XD
but for real though she told me about the best book of all time--->>

and hopefully we can meet one day and GET IT CRUNK!
then i will play gameboy
with her and she'll pwn my ass at tetris!..then we'll take funny myspace pics!!!
if i ever run away im going to go to ur house:]

i woke up today and i was weirdly energized...

but then i got to school and saw the girl i like hug some snobby guy, who's a sexist douche that only wants to fuck someone!
i wasnt mad just sad and i felt like jumping on him then beating him:[
but i didnt...
so i then wanted school to be over but i had stupid exams all day!
i dont anymore what to do anymore about anything..i feel so un-infinite!
i mean how do tell someone u love them and what if they say no to asking them to be your girlfriend?

i been thinking lately about life...so i have decided im gonna ask Hayden{the girl i like} to be my girlfriend


I JUST HOPE SHE SAYS YES:D

about life...i like this girl
and she wont even text me back anymore
i dont if i did something...when i say on my mind like i mean shes on my mind like every second of the day
its so fucking confusing...and it seem like my friends are all gone and i dont why...is something wrong with me?